Last night I had a nightmare that I went home for one saturday night just to watch a leafs game, but unfortunately it was one of the ones that was going to be broadcast on satellite so I couldnt see it. I was happy to realize it was just a dream. Not sure what weekend plans are, Im hoping the people I met in Belfast reply, Im supposed to meet them at the train station and then go to Dieppe but I need to know where and when to find them.

So it looks like Meddy here has a little girlfriend, (for anonymity purposes Ill call her Sonia) last night we watched Vanilla Sky, she has a laptop with dvds so thats pretty wicked. She had a lot of homework to do so I left around 10. When I got out her door I saw that other Julie girl that liked me a few days ago. It was a very unpleasant situation.

"Hey, John Meddick" she said with a very forced smile

"Hi Julie" I replied

"So you were just with Sonia?" she asked

"Haha, as a matter of fact I was"

"Do you love her?"

"You know, I think I do."

"Have a good time?"

"Lets not go there Julie"

"I'm sorry"

"It's alright" I said with a forced laugh

"What do you say we go for a walk, I promise I wont tell anyone."

So the two of us went walking for a bit, I probably shouldn't have. But in hindsight, I had no idea what was about to happen.

"So... you like your classes?" I asked trying to break a very seemingly long awkward silence
"Teachers are nice?" I asked again after getting no response to the first question... wow

"Why did you tell everyone I was just your 'buddy'!?" She screamed

"Um..." I said kinda wondering what just happened. "I dont think I said that, we're really not even th-"

-- She interuppted, "You talked with me four times that night, John, FOUR TIMES means something!!"

"uhh..." That was about all I could force myself to say

"when you have a conversation with somebody you're body makes a promise whether you do or not."

"I'm sorry, I, just... don't... what!?!" Even more confusion started to sink in. She started walking really fast and I couldnt keep up. "Maybe you should slow down a bit, Julie" I said to her.

"Do you believe in god." she asked. I stared at her, and then looked ahead.

"I really think you should stop walking so fast!" I repeated

"I mean, I LOVE YOU JOHN!!!! I love you! I love you! I LOVE YOU!"

"STOP MOVING JULIE!!!!" I shouted. But then she walked into oncoming traffic and got hit by a car.

I went home and made a sandwich. I used some Camembert cheese. I actually don't like it that much but I bought a lot of it and I find that using it up in sandwiches kind of hides the taste.